
there is no problems biggger than God that He cannot solve it. He never left me to face a problem which i cant solve it myself. " Come to Me all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest"Īfter reading this verse, i felt really good and yes! that was all i needed right yesterday! i felt so let to yearn* and to pray even more now. I felt comfort during worship and God showed me an image of Him with his arms wide open and asking me to walk towards Him and there He will give me rest.theres this verse in the Bible which says, it just seemed like we've know each other for a long time. usually it'll be in a group but yea, we shared things such as school stuff to each other and not having a stand of defence in between to hide all the flaws we have. had prayer meeting and i prayed with Wayne, we spoke our hearts out and which its like my so called first time talking to him like really one on one. cell group last night was indeed comforting. Things sure happens for a reason, maybe this is what God wants me to learn and grow from. i feel that im really being very selfish towards Ben and its time for me to change myself. ): just thinking of the days i wont be able to see him is jus enough to kill me. i was rather upset cos i couldnt spend more time with him which i wanted badly. i couldnt control myself but i just kept crying. i was so afraid people would see my eyes being red and all.the song 'Because Of You - CHC' kept 'playing' in my head as i was walking back & it was that time, the minute i step into my house, i started to cry. x: rar!Īs i was on my way home, i felt really upset inside. wanted to stay on and study more but Ben was tired. however, i was not feeling accomplished enough. SK was supposed to come but she overslept. I feel I’m not the Christian he wants me to be.

And then I get angry and close the Bible and I feel so empty. I don’t know what to read to get me close to God. Up until now, I had been enjoying Shark the way you generally enjoy a good piece of artwith appreciation and a dash of emotional distance. But each time I open my Bible to read I don’t know which passage to go to.

slept a little longer and woke up to go JE library to study with Edeline, Shawn and Ben. Dear Sharon, I really want to get close to God.
